Weird!

The last couple of days has been rough. Probably the quarter-end appraisal cycle, financial year-end, fatigue from the previous crazy week in the office, etc had created a weird feeling of tiredness. There is no energy and headspace to do anything. So much so, I returned home early yesterday and did nothing. Did not even have the mood to watch a movie or catch an episode of Crown on Netflix which is very unlike me. I have hardly done any exercise in the last month, every step seems to be an effort. The only saving grace is the almost daily visit to the office and going up and down the stairs. Some of the enthu people in the office were doing some dancing reels, I was a spoilsport and ran away from there. And the heat in Bangalore is just not helping. Sleep is gone with all the sweating even with the AC on. Even the beautiful blossom of flowers is not cheering me up. I just feel drained 😩

And to add to this, Im reading Lance Armstrong's autobiography which is not what I expected. It starts with how he fought cancer and what a superhuman he is. All the stories are about how tough he is and the way he fought in life (a bit too much TBH, probably coz we know his current story). Little did he know that he will be caught for doping later and be stripped of all his achievements.

Hopefully Ugadi, the new year brings some change and energy back into everyone's life. Bevu Bella should help us enjoy the kahi in life and look forward to the sihi even more 🙏